I can barely express what I am feeling. Last night was going to be the worst night of my life and it ended as the best one... me in your arms... my heart swelling and my mind full of the realization that you are indeed my hero.
I have seen you kill a man with such cold decisiveness... how is it that excites me? to be so close to you... to bare my throat to a human who I have witnessed draw a blade across such a place and yet I welcome your sharp teeth as if the possibility of you taking my life would bring us only that much closer together... my dream. Maybe you feel the same thrill and was why you insisted on leaving my knife strapped to my leg in my garter while we made love under the stars. You too have seen what I can do to a man. You never mentioned the blood under my fingernails... blood that you would be pleased to learn from whose flesh it came... except things are never that simple are they?
You didn't ask me and i didn't tell you some details about last night but perhaps you need to know: Konrad came to the brothel, we went into the back and I stalled as long as I could but soon I was naked and he was... exposed... and approaching me. I will spare you the details... he was laughing and spitting on me. He started to enter me and and I could not bear it. I decided right there to kill him. I looked him in the eye, then leaned in as if to kiss his throat... I found the jugular with my lips... said to him: 'my body is only for Sergio' and plunged in for my death bite. But in that moment he startled and pulled back. I only made the equivalent of a large hickey... his cell phone had vibrated and he sat back to see the message...it was someone telling him about the damage to his building... you, my darling, saved my dignity...but also saved Konrad's life.
He flipped his cell phone closed and I thought all was ok, but he leaned in, held me down, and told me he would 'see about Sergio and what he will share'. I pushed him back and not without digging my fingernails into his arm as he released me.
It was then that I ran to the park to be with you... my sweet... my hero... do you realize what you do by getting involved with me?
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